I was so pissed this morning that I took my anger out on my Gram's car, well I didn't hit it or do any damage, I mostly took my frustration out on cleaning off the snow. Yeah, it snowed last night and this morning at 8 my Mum comes in my room and says that Hannaford called and they wanted me to work. She calls them back and tells them that I will, but she pretended to be me! So I got roped into working by my own mother who knows I hate that place. I'm so looking for another job this summer as soon as I'm back from college. Oh well, I really need to money to pay for the goddamn books next semester. Well, my Christmas was uneventful this year which is a good thing. I didn't have to spend Christmas day in the hospital so that was a plus. Got a bunch of candy in my stocking which I'm eating right this second. I'm gonna get fat, or get full as my friend Steve would say. I'm not getting trashed or high. I've never been trashed or high. I really hate throwing up. I also hate spiders, too. I'm thinking about having an operation over the summer. I want my breasts reduced, which may sould crazy, but I'm so not comfortable with them being so big. I'm a 36/38C right now. It also doesn't help my scoliosis (a curvature of the spine). So I'm considering that. I'm just scared because I've never had major surgery. Well, I still have a while to think about it. Plus I really don't have anyone to talk to who has had breast reduction. It would be nice to talk about it w/someone. This will definitely be in the back of my mind from now on. I also have to have my wisdom teeth out too. So this summer is going to be a blast.....NOT!

As I said my Mum went to the hospital last night because she was in a lot of pain. The doctor had run some blood tests and thought that she might have had diverticulitis. It turns out she didn't. She had her appendix out last night around 10p.m. So she called me this morning around 6:55a.m. Like I was going to get up and answer the phone. She called me again and was like when are you coming to visit?? I'm like tonight after I go to the eye doctor. I'm getting my contacts today!!! I wonder how I'm going to like them. Well, I'll be able to wear sunglasses now!!! You have no idea how happy that makes me. Well, my sister went and spent the night at a friend's house last night so I was left to take care of the woodstove. I had never touched it before and we have had it for over two years now. So I have succeeded in not burning down the house. I also have to take care of my sister's dumb dog too. What fun this is! Not really. My Mum is supposed to come home from the hospital tomorrow. That means that I'll have to take care of her. At least I get to work this week. I so need the money to help pay off my bills. I still need to do some Christmas shopping for my Mum, Dad and my sister and then I'll be done. I think...Well, I should go get ready and make sure my fingernails have not mysteriously grown overnight. I have to make sure that they're cut and that I wear no makeup since I'm going to get contacts. I'm not like most girls who have to have makeup on before they go out of the house. I don't wear it that often. Actually hardly at all. But I bet that will change after today. Well, I hope your holiday is going better than mine. I hope mine will go better this year. Last year my Grandfather was in the hospital at this time and now this year my Mum had her appendix out. This is not my luckiest time of the year as you can see. Well, I'll catch you guys on the flip side. Keep it cool...or warm if your in a state that gets tons of snow like where I live in Maine.

I stole this quiz from Goins007's Blog.

( ) You have not done (*) You’ve done

( ) Been drunk

(*) Kissed a member of the opposite sex

(*) Kissed a member of the same sex(not in a lesbian way)

( ) Crashed a friends car

( ) Been to Japan

(*) Ridden in a taxi

(*) Been in love

(*) Been dumped

( ) Shoplifted

( ) Been fired

( ) Been in a fist fight

( ) Snuck out of my parents house(I live in the middle of no where, where would I sneak out to?)

( ) Had a crush on someone of the same sex

( ) Dated someone of the same sex

(*) Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back

( ) Been arrested

(*) Made out with a stranger

( ) Made a booty call

(*) Been a booty call

( ) Stole something from my job

( ) Celebrated New Years in Times Square

( ) Gone on a blind date

(*) Lied to a friend

(*) Have a friend lie to me

(*) Had a crush on a teacher

( ) Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans

( ) Been to Europe

(*) Skipped school

( ) Slept with a co-worker

( ) Cut myself

( ) Been married

( ) Gotten divorced

( ) Had children

( ) Seen someone die

( ) Been to Africa

( ) Had a crush on one of my Tblog friends

(*) Slapped someone I love

( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball

(*) Been to Canada

( ) Been to Mexico

( ) Been on a plane

( ) Thrown up in a bar

(* ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show

( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire

( ) Eaten Sushi

( ) Been snowboarding(pretty soon I will!)

( ) Met someone in person from the internet

( ) Been moshing at concerts(I still need to go to a concert) 

( ) Been in an abusive relationship

( ) Been pregnant or got someone pregnant

( ) Lost a child

( ) Graduated college

( ) Tried killing yourself

( ) Taken painkillers

(*) Had sex

( ) Intentionally burned yourself

(*) Wished someone dead

( ) Wished someone dead right now

(*) Admitted to a big mistake

(*) Been misunderstood

( ) Told someone I hated them when I didn’t

( ) Told someone I loved them when I didn’t

(*) Love or miss someone right now

Hey, I'm still here on earth. I just have not had the internet in my dorm room. For some fucking reason, my computer decides to not work when I need it the most, but doesn't that always happen?? So I had to work on my papers for my finals down at the computer center that is open 24/7. Thank the goddess it's open all the time.

I'm at home right now. I just got home today. I all ready miss the high speed internet and having my meals prepared, but hey, at least I can sleep in my own bed tonight. I'm on my new Dell laptop right now. I broke down and bought one. I'm still trying to get used to the keyboard. Now I can take notes faster in class and they won't be so messy. Well I'll let you know about my buys for presents for my friends. I even got a new navel ring for myself, too. I think it's about time I changed it since I've had the original one in for four months. Thank god it didn't get infected. Now, for a tattoo!!